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Hinge Moments: The Orchard and The Crown / 20 Nov 2022

Paramount Pictures’ 1932 theatre, now part of the Emerson College Performance Development Center, restored to its original Art Deco glory and re-opened in 2010 Ever since Daylight Saving Time ended two weeks after I broke my ankle in an earlier careless misstep, I’ve mostly wanted only to eat and to sleep, especially in the mornings when REM time offers the most interesting, sometimes fantastical, sometimes illuminating dreams. I really enjoy what I’ve come to call this recreational sleep, perhaps the best perk of retirement, liberated from the tyrannical alarm clock. I’ve been wondering what cues our local bears, storing calories for hibernation, can take from recent days of 77o temperatures suddenly dipping to more seasonally appropriate lows. Unlike the bears, however, I don’t stop eating after trying out the next interesting recipe from Melissa Clark or Sam Sifton, so currently unable to walk for exercise until my fibula mends, weight gain threatens. I’ve therefore gotten very particular about what and when I eat, and perhaps also benefit from sleeping longer—and two floors away from the kitchen downstairs. Getting up from a warm flannel-sheeted bed always trumps hunger.
Last Sunday I did, however, rouse myself early enough to attend the final performance of Ukrainian-born director Igor Golyak’s hybrid production (simultaneously live and virtual) of The Orchard at the Paramount Theatre in Boston. I saw only the live production, though it was watching Golyak’s 2020 inspired-but-bare-bones virtual production, The State vs. Natasha Banina, that first roused my interest in Golyak, founder and producing artistic director of the Arlekin Players Theatre & the Zero Gravity (zero-G) Virtual Theater Lab. Banina dropped in the very early days of the pandemic and starred Darya Denisova, an actor with the Arlekin Players of Neeham MA and Golyak’s wife; that production’s success excited my anticipation of what Golyak would do with Chekhov’s The Cherry Orchard. I wasn’t alone in appreciating the necessity-as-the-mother-of-invention creative finesse of Banina: acclaimed in multiple New York Times Critic’s Picks and streamed world-wide, Banina also caught actors Jessica Hecht’s and Mikhail Baryshnikov’s attention, spawning their participation in Golyak’s Chekhov adaptation, which first played off-Broadway at The Baryshnikov Art Center before arriving in Boston.

STAGELIGHT program cover Experiencing Golyak’s production in person felt rather disturbingly akin to my personal Eastern Standard Time recreation: dreaming. Lighting Designer Yuki Nakase Link bathed the action in cold, blue light and projections of swirling precipitation. Falling snow? Cherry blossoms? Both? Neither? You decide. The projections became physical on the stage floor, littered with a snow/blossom cover through which the old servant Firs (Baryshnikov) made his first shuffling entrance. A scrim filled the proscenium arch of the Paramount stage, separating the audience from the live action (except for one alarming entrance and the curtain call), and distancing it in time and space. Projections on the scrim sometimes frustratingly obscured the live action on stage, but perhaps deliberately so, in the way the action of a dream is obscured in waking memory. Sometimes bits of Chekhov’s script, including stage directions, appeared on the scrim, suggesting a script from the turn of the 20th century now hard to follow (and for the audience, hard to see clearly?) well into some future time. The irresponsibly child-like but charming Ranevskaya and her sentimental, loquacious brother Gaev in the script’s opening scene have just returned to their estate after fleeing Paris, and are adrift (literally in drifts of snow/blossoms) in what seems an apocalyptic future. An alienating robotic arm center stage in their former nursery puts us, the audience, in their position, trying to accommodate the discrepancy between a play about a hinge moment in 1904 and characters who cannot adapt to current realities, even as we live through our own era’s estranging novelties and anxiety-provoking changes. Like the feckless siblings clad in Oana Botez’s fur-trimmed quasi-period dress, we in the audience have trouble seeing clearly what is going on as our world becomes increasingly technological and less human. Live actors on stage along with the serviceable (sometimes seemingly sentient) robotic arm seen only through the intervening scrim seem more like apparitions than flesh and blood—like the bending tree in the orchard Ranevskaya initially mistakes for her mother. The setting puts us in the audience in the same liminal position as Chekhov’s characters.

Clockwise from top center: Jessica Hecht, Juliet Brett, Mikhail Baryshnikov, John McGinty, Elise Kibler, Nael Nacer, Darya Denisova and Mark Nelson in “The Orchard,” Igor Golyak’s high-tech adaptation of Chekhov’s “The Cherry Orchard.” NYT Credit…Pavel Antonov As in a dream, truth in The Orchard is only obliquely suggested: robots replace humans in 2022 just as Lopakhin’s awkward but upwardly mobile capitalism replaced the ruling class of 1904 Russia. The robotic arm, like the robotic dog, even has a discomfiting personality, sometimes photographing the characters, seeming to be listening attentively while recording through the “face” of a ring-lit lens, sometimes serving coffee or a small toy house, the venerable but abandoned estate reduced to plaything. The arm even sweeps the floor, as Firs does. But Firs is mortal; both he and his memories of a past when cherries from the orchard were valuable, like the recipe that once made them profitable, will be forgotten.
The look of this post-apocalyptic dystopia makes us queasy. The robot dog, clearly valued by Charlotta and Firs, who strokes it at one point, is still a robot. Perhaps that’s why my favorite line, a non sequitur from the governess Charlotta, was cut: “My dog also eats nuts!”
Golyak’s adapted script sometimes required translation: Trofimov’s key speech about all Russia being our orchard was delivered in American Sign Language. Some large chunks of dialog, in Russian or French, got no translation at all, especially baffling to those audience members who did not already know the play. Was this a metaphor for how even the characters on stage do not listen with understanding to each other?
Nor was there much comedy to elicit Chekhovian painful laughter. Real menace entered the play as the original script’s passing hiker became in Golyak’s Orchard a soldier who arrived in front of the scrim and close to the audience, his combat uniform and kit as well as his aggressive delivery shockingly contemporary and quite intimidating, evoking both Golyak’s Ukrainian roots (he was born in Kyiv, with, in his words, “an affinity for the Russian culture”) and the experience of the Arlekin players as Russian-speaking immigrants from the former Soviet Union. In Golyak’s own words, quoted in Elisabeth Vincentelli’s NYT review of 3 June 2022: “The idea in The Cherry Orchard is the loss of a world, loss of connection, loss of each other, loss of this family. It’s a story where a human being is forgotten—Firs is forgotten. And right now human being is forgotten.”
Jessica Hecht’s Ranevskaya recalled a Blanche DuBois wanting magic, not reality, longing for connection even as she irresponsibly flees it. As for Mikhail Baryshnikov, critic Laura Collins-Hughes nailed his “ineffable magnetism and captivating grace that have always made him a riveting performer, and that now make him the quietly scene-stealing anchor of this ambitious and cluttered production” (NYT, 16 June 2022). The literal winds of metaphoric change that several times mimetically buffet the actors on stage Baryshnikov as Firs not surprisingly renders with virtuosic moves that make the choreographed action both beautiful and convincingly real, an early coup de théâtre for a production that begins—and movingly ends—with Firs.
Endings have been much in evidence of late. I returned from the The Orchard matinee in Boston to watch later that night another episode of The Crown’s season 5, chronicling the 1990’s increasingly out-of-touch reign of Queen Elizabeth II. In that episode, young William apprises his grandmother the Queen that satellite television could offer her many more viewing choices, including the racing coverage which she of course eagerly embraces. But later, surfing through the hundreds of channels now available to her, each offering something more trashy and banal than the other (one clip is Beavis and Butthead), the Queen herself pronounces that there in Buckingham Palace “even television is a metaphor.”
Certainly the real Queen’s passing this fall has felt like an end time to me. And now at 70, I spend a fair portion of each day fretting about what to do with all the many books two academics can collect over their lifetimes, and the extensive trove of obsolete but carefully preserved technology: vinyl; tapes, both cassettes and VHS; cds; dvds; analog cameras; a multitude of carefully organized and filed 35 mm slides in purpose-built cabinets.
Gaev’s famous apostrophe to the 100-year-old bookcase in the nursery therefore hits rather too close to home—much like grief for the end of the second Elizabethan era, the passing of “the greatest generation,” and the values the Queen herself represented so dutifully throughout her long life.
In the S5 E2 of The Crown, Prince Philip (Jonathan Pryce) tries to comfort a grieving young mother, Penelope Knatchbull, Countess Mountbatten (Natascha McElhone), and speaks of losing his favorite sister to an airplane crash:
“I learnt then what grief was. True grief. How it moves through the body. How it inhabits it. How it becomes part of your skin. Your cells. And it makes a home there. A permanent home. But you learn to live with it. And you will be happy again. Though never in the same way as before. And that’s the point. To keep finding new ways.”
Loss and grief are inevitable. Here’s to finding new ways.

Deco Details above the Paramount’s Proscenium Arch, restored to formed glory 
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Fall 2022

Wagon Hill, Durham NH, Sunday, 23 October 2022 (the day before the fall) Ten days ago I was having a fairly productive day, having gotten up early (8:00 is early for this retiree) and marched through my to do list while Sarah, my house cleaner of many years, worked her magic. Shortly after she left in the early afternoon, I was coming downstairs in my clogs carrying the laundry basket (Monday is laundry day, a tradition from my New Orleans red-beans-and-rice days), misjudged my progress to the main floor, and stepped out into thin air rather than onto the tile floor where I thought I was. The laundry basket went flying and I made a hard landing on all fours. Even now, recalling hitting that floor prompts both fear and horror at the thought of what I might have done. I rolled onto my back, shocked into stasis for a few minutes before I began to test the damage. The clogs had fallen off of course. I could rotate both wrists without pain. Good. Some pain resulted from rotating my left ankle, but not bad. Also good. But the right ankle was a different story, and the swelling had already begun.
How to get up? Could I get up? Flashes of the senior dilemma: I’ve fallen and I can’t get up! I crawled back to the stairs, and holding onto the balusters pulled myself up to sit on the penultimate step—my inadvertent launching pad moments earlier. I’d badly sprained my right ankle back in 2002 attempting to ice skate on our beaver pond (hubris on the part of a native Floridian), and the pain there now did not seem as acute as the pain then. So, calculating how best to deploy the RICE protocol—Rest, Ice, Compression, and Elevation—I ever so slowly proceeded to assemble ice packs and an Ace bandage and stayed off my feet as much as possible, finally deciding against calling for help. After all, it wasn’t so bad to be forced to sit still and read, and I was already doing what could be done to treat a sprain. Besides, driving to urgent care seemed unnecessary because coincidentally, in fewer than 48 hours I had an already- scheduled appointment with my orthopedist in Concord, a follow-up check on a knee problem now resolved.
That visit to Concord revealed more than a sprain; I had indeed fractured my right fibula, but not so badly that Dr. Burns thought surgery would be required. Phew. Since then, a second x-ray has confirmed that initial opinion, and I continue to manage, getting around in my Ankle Stabilizing Orthosis (ASO) brace, popping naproxen sodium twice daily.
Oh, so grateful I didn’t do much worse damage, I find the fall and the necessary accommodations of same since then have imposed a new perspective on this first month of my 70’s, the realization of how fast everything can change, how problematic the 38 stair steps that connect our three stories can be, and how limiting the progress of aging will likely become. Must ALWAYS hold on when descending stairs! Must stop wearing clogs! Considering what lies ahead, and what a fall can mean, is top of mind.

Oyster River emptying into Great Bay, Durham NH But not the only thing. The Fall, as recounted by John Milton, also comes to mind, and with it the memory of a moment early in the get-to-know me phase of falling in love with the man who would five years later become my husband. We were both teaching at Regent’s College in London, sitting in a pub in Hampstead. One of my courses was that formidable staple of the English major, Brit Lit Survey, Part 1, Beowulf through Paradise Lost. I had just been teaching the latter, and was telling David how moving I found Adam’s immediate response on hearing Eve tell of her transgression:
How art thou lost, how on a sudden lost,
Defac’t, deflow’r’d, and now to Death devote?
Rather how hast thou yielded to transgress
The strict forbiddance, how to violate
The sacred Fruit forbidd’n! some cursed fraud
Of Enemy hath beguild’d thee, yet unkown,
And mee with thee hath ruin’d, for with thee
Certain my resolution is to Die;
How can I live without thee, how forgo
Thy sweet Converse and Love so dearly join’d,
To live again in these wild Woods forlorn? (PL, Book IX, 900-910)
“He cannot live without her.” My heart broke a little as I said that, and David noticed; the tears that came to my eyes then fall freely now.

Wagon Hill inlet A fall, The Fall, falling in love. Here on 2 November, All Souls, less than a week from the mid-term election, the fall I fear is the decline and fall of American democracy. The great American experiment from the first depended on the honor of its leaders and an educated populace, however many were first excluded from that education and the opportunity to lead. Now truth and election results are discounted by so many; the dearth of empathy and understanding is general. I profited enormously from a good primary and secondary public school education; too many fellow citizens have not—like the furnace repair guy who arrived in September to do the necessary annual maintenance, so eager to convince me, a teacher, that because he himself had no children, he should not have to support public schools. The Capitol is stormed and desecrated by citizens who seem to believe themselves patriots. A man attacks another man, 82 years old, with a hammer because he’s married to the woman second in line to assume the presidency. A mother takes a photo of her three children before sending them off to school each morning in case she has to identify them by what they were wearing on the last day of their lives.

Milkweed, Wagon Hill This evening I will spend some time beside the Norway Spruce just east of our driveway, remembering the souls most dear to me whose ashes its roots has by now absorbed, wondering about the undiscovered country from whose bourn no traveler returns, and what the country I now inhabit will become before I join them.
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Halloween 2022

Cemetery at Wagon Hill, Durham NH My Grandpa Cecil—Zeke to his friends—was born on Halloween 1897, and today would be his 125th birthday. A true American success story, Cecil Calvert Senseman was the eldest child of Ohio farmer Ed Senseman and his wife Bertha, who died in 1912 when Cecil was 15. Their mother’s death separated Bertha’s children; Cecil, his younger brother Vercil, and little sister Ruby were sent to be raised by relatives in three different homes. Cecil, the eldest, was apprenticed to a toolmaker by day, finishing his high school education at night, and learning his trade (and business practice) so well that ultimately he owned Dayton Tool and Die, the company he once worked for.

Young C. C. Senseman at Dayton Tool and Die Encouraged by the business success of his younger brother Vercil, who did well in the Florida land boom of the 1920’s and came to own a fine home in Ft. Myers, Florida flanked by neighbors Henry Ford and Thomas Edison, Cecil and his wife Clara Florence Beaver sold the tool business and moved south, like Vercil, to invest in Florida real estate.

Vercil, age 2 and Cecil, age 5 in 1902 Starting with a fishing camp business in Bonita Springs, Cecil, like his little brother, finally bought a fine house at 3005 Broadway in Ft. Myers, the Senseman home I came to know on weekend visits from the Murphy home in St. Petersburg. In fact, it’s unlikely I would have been born in Florida if not for Grandpa Cecil’s move there from Ohio.

l to r: Uncle Cal, Grandma Clara, my mom Virginia, Grandpa Cecil, Uncle Kenny, and Aunt Martha in Florida c. 1940 
3005 Broadway, Ft. Myers, Florida I found any house that was not, like our home, a slab ranch, exotic, so the two-story Tudor revival Senseman home with its porches, fish ponds, high ceilings, and maid’s apartment just up the steep staircase off the kitchen was magical.

My mom Virginia, me, and dad George, c. 1955, posing in our Seminole outfits, sitting by one of the Senseman fish ponds. I loved feeding the fish dough balls of Wonder bread. Grandpa Cecil was a natural whiz at math (a talent my mother Virginia inherited), and today the dining table where he would help me with my algebra homework continues his tradition of hospitality in my New Hampshire home. As soon as I could read, Grandpa gave me a subscription to the National Geographic along with a savings bond, gifts renewed each birthday, and encouraged me to collect silver dollars as an investment.
Cecil was a good grandpa and a good husband to his wife, my Grandma Clara. My dad George always admired his father-in-law’s devoted care of Clara, who had suffered a paralyzing stroke on hearing that her youngest son Calvin, a Marine gunner on the New Mexico, had been mortally wounded by a kamikaze pilot, another young man who died for his country. That was on Mother’s Day 1945, so very close to the War’s end. Clara was a good grandparent, too, and picked out for me and my little sister new matching fancy dresses as we outgrew them. Once she gave me pretty pillowcases she’d embroidered with her left hand, her right hand permanently disabled by that stroke. A fine, strong woman.
Grandma Clara died in the spring of 1970, my senior year of high school, the first significant, and therefore terrible, loss of my young life. Grandpa Cecil died five years later in 1975, but not before living up to his promise to buy me my first car when I graduated from college in 1974, a two-tone, tan-and-ivory AMC Hornet with cloth houndstooth seats that I drove until I finished grad school and got my tenure-track job in 1984. My namesake Grandpa George Anthony Murphy died in 1977, and Grandma Mel (Imelda) Murphy in 1982. Only years later did I realize how lucky I was to have had all four adoring grandparents in my life for my first seventeen years.
So, on this All Hallow’s Eve, I fondly remember, miss, and honor all of those who loved and cared for me, now gone before. For me, they are ALL hallowed.
And I think Zeke would like entering cyberspace on this blog; he was ever an enthusiastic early adopter of new technology, and had the very first Xerox machine (nearly the size of a VW Beetle) I ever saw. He would clip articles from the newspaper just to Xerox them and send the copies to me.
Happy Birthday 125, Grandpa Cecil!
Happy Halloween, All!

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BIRTHDAY No. 70

Mathilde Handelsman performs at my birthday salon, 8 October 2022
(photo by Carol Aronson-Shore)Today is another glorious autumn afternoon in Madbury NH, a fortnight past celebrating my 70th birthday with good friends on an equally fine day, fall color ablaze outdoors, afternoon light raking through the west windows as supremely talented Parisienne pianist Mathilde Handelsman played a program of Schumann, Chopin, Rachmaninoff, Debussy, and Gershwin, ending with a hilarious rendition of variations on “Happy Birthday” first composed and then performed by Cyprien Katsaris at the White House on the occasion of Yehudi Menuhin’s 70th. Prosecco flowed, followed by platters of excellent sushi and the two birthday cakes I had baked, one lemon curd/mascarpone, one orange creamsicle.

The platters from Whole Foods I was having too much fun to photograph 
Lemon-Mascarpone Cake just iced So many wonderful conversations finally ended in a talk circle of visual artists, charming Mathilde, and the two Honors students I had hired to help, Ram and Yuri, who, it turned out, were happy to chat about jazz.

My little introductory speech had gone over well—a brief meditation on (1) “how amazingly unlikely” (pace Monty Python’s “Universe Song”) my being 70 was, (2) my up-till-then favorite birthday party (number 9, a pirate party enhanced by my namesake Grandpa George Anthony Murphy, a commercial artist who decorated my treasure chest cake and had once introduced my young father George Edward to fellow Daytonian Orville Wright), AND (3) how amazingly unlikely it was that after surviving a global pandemic and the annus horribilus x 4 that was the Trump administration, 27 lifetimes of choices, accidents, coincidences, and serendipities had all for the moment brought this group together in one home in Madbury NH. All the planning that had occupied me for weeks paid off with an even better celebration than I had imagined, only the second time since my darling David’s death I have felt completely happy. (The other time was standing with the rest of Symphony Hall to applaud the astonishing performance by Emanuel Ax, Yo-Yo Ma, and Leonidas Kavakos of Beethoven’s No. 6, the Pastoral, one giant symphony convincingly, ecstatically rendered by three extraordinary musicians). It was, indeed, a Happy Birthday.

Birthday Girl with Mathilde Handelsman, photo by Julee Holcombe My elevated spirits lasted three days as I slowly put the house back in order and determined to leave the big library table set with birthday cards for the rest of the month.

Birthday Swag And then came, as if by some natural law, the post-party depression: I was OLD, David was gone, my body ached. I actually sprained my left thumb struggling to put on support stockings. Oy. I’d not worked on my Shakespeare book for weeks, and lamented having lived long enough to see even one Shakespeare course dropped as a requirement for English majors. I rehearsed and nursed the various slings and arrows I’d suffered in my 25 years off the tenure track at UNH, grieving the many degradations of a liberal arts education. And that was just MY microcosm! The threat of senseless nuclear war, revived after so many years of détente; global inflation; the January 6 insurrection; a nation seemingly irreparably divided by the lies of self-serving liars; COVID lurking; the second Elizabethan era ended, the Queen seemingly taking with her the values I was raised to believe universally applicable: it was all troppo. I learned from linguist Jennifer Geacone-Cruz on NPR’s Hidden Brain a Japanese phrase that seemed an apt descriptor of my emotional state: mendokusai, meaning “something between ‘I can’t be bothered’ or ‘I don’t want to do it’ or ‘I recognize the incredible effort that goes into something, even though it shouldn’t be so much of an effort.’” I was in what my mother Virginia, famous for her malaprops, would call “the dooldrums.”
What turned that around? People, ideas, art, nature, getting up and doing what needs to be done (pace Garrison Keillor). In short order, I had another of my always novel, always engaging weekly phone conversations with my dear friend Cameron, a baby step toward normal preceded by a lunch date with a new acquaintance, Martha, beginning at her elegant apartment.

A dramatic, exotically furnished space The lunch that followed at an Indian restaurant in Portsmouth, Taaza, featured delicious Punjabi cuisine and the delightfully philosophical conversation of the owner Waheed and his assistant Omar. I attended an entertaining (if facile) public lecture by Eric Klinenberg (Mr. Social Infrastructure) recapping his book Palaces for the People, the Oyster River Community Read happily discussed the following week by us, four women previously unknown to each other, meeting at the lovely Madbury library, where I could recommend to them an accidentally complementary book, Jenny Odell’s erudite and transformative How to Do Nothing: Resisting the Attention Economy, itself a gift from another good (and erudite!) friend, Michael.
Then came a spur-of-the-moment decision to book a good seat for the closing matinee performance of Boston Ballet’s season-opening program, “My Obsession,” at the Opera House.

Boston (Citizens Bank) Opera House, designed by Thomas White Lamb supervised by Edward Franklin Albee to memorialize his late partner, Benjamin Franklin Keith. The theatre opened on 29 October 1928. 
Program photo by Nisian Hughes of Paulo Arrais with Viktorina Kapitonova, Lia Cirio, and Chyrstyn Fentroy dancing Balanchine’s 1928 ballet APOLLO The program included a pas de deux ballet of irresistible attraction, Helen Pickett’s 2009 TSUKIYO, so beautiful it brought me to tears. Just moving through the past two weeks running quotidian errands has meant driving though the stunning October foliage of New England: more beauty!

Foliage along the Madbury Reservoir And then my birthday present to myself arrived: two wrought-iron railings to make accessing our front door’s four granite steps—that passage to the elevated-in-every-sense space of Gnawwood’s piano nobile library—much less hazardous. Welder Bryan and assistant Gary not only prepared the steps for the railings’ final installation post powder coating, but also cheerfully helped me get the 66-pound patio umbrella stand down off the deck, another step in preparing for winter.

Gary and Bryan place the new front-door railings Then yesterday I successfully navigated the tricky business of painting the south-facing deck railing with penetrating oil, climbing up and down the 10-foot ladder and ambidextrously handling the brush without strain or incident, completing that fall task, and again GETTING SOMETHING DONE: the opposite of mendokusai. With literal railings north and west prepared, I was back ON the rails, not stuck on some metaphorical mendokusai sidetrack.
Yesterday my friend Carol sent me a photo she shot while hiking in Bryce Canyon, both delighting me and renewing my longing for the tonic effects of confronting geological time among the red rocks of Utah David first introduced me to. How can the “problems” of one self-absorbed, privileged person be important when all of human history amounts to a few sedimentary inches on the earth’s crust? Salutary nature bathing: always a good idea.

Bryce Canyon hike, photo by Carol Birch. So. I’m back, older but not over. Seventy is not so bad.

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Reunion in Oxford MS 15-19 Sept 2022

Debra, Susan, and Beth at Rowan Oak, William Faulkner’s home in Oxford MS My long mid-September weekend in Mississippi meant catching up with both friends of my youth and middle age in two charming and completely different houses, a tonic reminder of southern hospitality seasoned with hilarity, immersion in a way of being ever so far removed from my adopted home of New England, and the formal end of the second Elizabethan era as Queen Elizabeth II was laid to rest.

Cindy’s Beautiful Belle Glen Cottage For the second time in as many years, we four members of Women Against Dissertation, triumphant survivors of Tulane’s doctoral program in English (now happily joined by one spouse) reunited, ostensibly to help one member avoid a high school class reunion, but really just to check in and enjoy each other’s company. The eight years we spent together in New Orleans beginning in 1976 was a critical time of negotiating classes and potentially career-ending exams, a bizarre cast of faculty, learning to teach, and moving through our late twenties into professional lives. We all succeeded, against all odds landing good jobs in New Orleans, Youngstown, Albany, and Danville, Kentucky, where each earned tenure and promotions. But once scattered by staggered graduations, we carried on careers and lives at least in my case largely separated by distance in place and time. Re-connecting this year, more-or-less post COVID isolation, for me meant rediscovering just how close we had been–including the astonishing number of intimate details my friends recall–and getting to know each other once more.
Our host, Oxford native Debra, beautifully organized all the logistics, including providing limo service to and from Memphis, the closest airport for the two of us who had to fly in, and arranging with her little sister Cindy–a warm, ebullient, strong, hilarious steel magnolia if ever there was one–for our use of the charming cottage she keeps as a rental property on Pea Ridge Farm, family land close to the handsome retrofitted cabin where Debra lives.

Headed for the cabin, Simple Gifts 
Cindy welcomed us all to Belle Glen by warmly embracing us as family, and Debra’s older sister Leslie later treated us all to lavish appetizers on our one fancy night out at Oxford’s upscale ironically named Snack Bar.

Over the course of our four days’ reunion, I also got to meet up briefly with a former UNH colleague, novelist Margaret-Love Denman; after a Sunday lunch at OPA!, a Greek restaurant off Oxford’s main square, we sat and rocked on Belle Glen’s porch and caught up on mutual life tragedies, leaving me pondering the stratified connections and departures made over the course of one’s life.

Downtown Oxford 
The peaceful Belle Glen porch Our last morning together, before an Oxford breakfast at First Watch with two other New Orleans friends who happened to be visiting in nearby Water Valley, a quaint and artsy/funky town 25 miles from Oxford, we were absorbed by Queen Elizabeth’s funeral cortege broadcast on the big digital screen at Belle Glen. We were, after all, all English majors, lifelong students and scholars of early English lit, all acknowledging that no one does pageantry as well as the Brits–and all, I think, feeling the end of an era as we prepared to go our separate ways once more.

First Watch, excellent breakfast spot in Oxford 
Cindy and Sandy at YUGO, Oxford In between all the reminiscing, porch sitting, imbibing, conversing (never for a moment reaching for the next topic of conversation), we had fine visits to the Delta Blues Museum in Clarksdale MS, and, of course, to Rowan Oak, William Faulkner’s home, now on the National Register of Historic Places.


Looking out from the Delta Blues Museum, Clarksdale MS 
Debra, Susan, Beth, and Sandy post Museum visit in front of Morgan Freeman’s Ground Zero Blues Club 
Lunch at Ground Zero:
fried okra, collard greens, green beans, black-eyed peas, and cornbread
Ground Zero Funk 
Faulkner’s office/writing room at Rowan Oak 
Faulkner’s storyboarding of A FABLE on his office wall The long return to New England—a very late connecting flight at Midway, Chicago and being up early on that Monday to watch the Queen’s funeral procession–meant I arrived home early Tuesday morning, just a few hours shy of a full day’s wakefulness.

The Queen carried home to rest, 19 September 2022 
Reminder of another departure–this one from Memphis 
Memphis airport terminal Wonderful trip, wonderful friends, who complicate and challenge as well as complement my understanding of who I once was and now am as I approach my 70th birthday. Our time together was in another country, but Bill Faulkner’s lines obtain:
“The past is never dead. It’s not even past. All of us labor in webs spun long before we were born, webs of heredity and environment, of desire and consequence, of history and eternity. Haunted by wrong turns and roads not taken, we pursue images perceived as new but whose providence dates to the dim dramas of childhood, which are themselves but ripples of consequence echoing down the generations. The quotidian demands of life distract from this resonance of images and events, but some of us feel it always.”
(Requiem for a Nun).
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Obama portraits postscript: looking back

The Obamas in 1996 (photo by Mariana Cook, part of the MFA Lane Collection) I got some reflected double images when I shot this photo with my Samsung Galaxy 10; those ghostly blurs are NOT part of Mariana Cook’s 1996 shot. But they make me wonder: could this accomplished young couple possibly have imagined what lay ahead for them? Gazing back through the years is always a double exposure, isn’t it?
Good thing we can’t see very far ahead, methinks.
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Old–and REALLY old acquaintance at the MFA, Boston

1 September 2022 On the first of September I spent a fine time at the Museum of Fine Arts in Boston on the first day the Obama portraits commissioned by the Smithsonian National Portrait Gallery were on display for members. The portraits have been touring the country, and Boston is their last stop before returning to Washington, D.C. I’d not visited the MFA since two favorite galleries, closed for much of COVID and now handsomely redesigned, had reopened. This meant for renewed acquaintance with portraits old and new, and a fine if extravagant lunch in the MFA Courtyard’s New American Café.
First, the Obama portraits: large, formidable, non-traditional.

Portraits l. to r. by Kehinde Wiley and Amy Sherald The Barack Obama portrait by Kehinde Wiley pictures the President surrounded by vegetation whose botanical symbolism National Portrait Gallery director Kim Sajet explains: “The purple African lily symbolizes his father’s Kenyan heritage; the white jasmine represents his Hawaiian birthplace and time spent in Indonesia; the multicolored chrysanthemum signifies Chicago, the city where Obama grew up and eventually became a state senator.
Each flower relates to a portion of Obama’s life. Together the lily, jasmine and chrysanthemum—combined with rose buds, the universal symbol for love and courage—provide a metaphor for a well-cultivated, albeit sometimes tangled life full of obstacles and challenges.”
In Kehinde Wiley’s portrait, Obama leans into the viewer’s gaze, giving you his undivided, approachable but discerning attention. I like it very much. Amy Sherald’s pendant portrait of Michele Obama I find less successful, with the dress stealing focus from the sitter’s face. There is no warmth in the skin tones, pose, or expression: her left hand is draped casually across her right knee, supporting her arm and the hand on which she leans her chin, her expression cool, appraising, perhaps a bit judgmental and wary. The gaze is neither welcoming nor warm; she is beautiful and confident. But approachable? Not so much. There is a cartoon-ish quality to the image; somehow it reminds me of the Yellow Submarine Beatles. Maybe it’s the emphasis on lower body, outfits, and tiny heads.

1968 Clearly both portraits exert a magnetic appeal, however, and for me are another reminder of what’s been lost over the last several years, especially under the pall of COVID that seems so much a blur that I’ve come to think of the period from 2020 until now in 2022 as a wrinkle in time (pace Madeline L’Engle). Still, I prefer the official portrait of Michele Obama unveiled only last Wednesday, 7 September 2022, in the East room of the White House, Sharon Sprung’s portrait nine months in the making and kept secret for six years.

Robin Pogrebin in her 7 September New York Times post, “Official Obama Portraits Are Finally Unveiled at the White House,” explained that former presidents and first ladies for decades had had their official White House portraits (as opposed to the Smithsonian portraits now at the Boston MFA) unveiled by their successors. That did not happen for the portraits of Barack and Michele Obama while Donald J. Trump was in power. You can’t have a White House ceremony without the approval of the sitting president, and of course the sui generis Trump was bound to disrupt so generous a tradition. It took President Biden’s victory and a tamer pandemic to both welcome the Obamas back to the White House and reveal for the first time their White House portraits.
Besides, how could Trump stand comparison with Robert McCurdy’s handsome portrait of the handsome 44th president?

Seeing the Obama portraits evoked in me a painful nostalgia. For solace, I sought lunch (carnitas quesadillas) and a very pricey Stella Artois (Sam Adams was sold out) in the MFA courtyard.

MFA Courtyard with the New American Cafe 
Delicious but pricey lunch Then came a reunion with another ruling couple, King Menkaura and his Queen—perhaps wife, perhaps mother—Old Kingdom portraiture, 2490-2472 BCE. These two were a favorite of my late husband’s, who regularly assigned his art history students to write about them. And in their dramatically re-designed MFA setting, they are all the more compelling.

Like Keats’s Grecian urn, these two seem foster children “of silence and slow time,” the queen’s embrace of the king and the pair’s sightless gaze through eternity teases me out of thought of the madding present. For which I am grateful. Thank you, MFA.

MFA entrance with Sargent Murals 
Rotunda ceiling by Sargent, reflected in a helpfully placed mirror As I was transfixed and transported by art, some poor parents were transporting their college kid to school in Boston that first of September afternoon, and fixed/scalped their U-Haul under one of Storrow Drive’s low-clearance bridges. “Getting Storrowed” happens every back-to-school year. Even the traffic tailback did not fluster me, however; I was still under Menkaura’s spell, and ever so grateful to be neither college student nor parent.
Age has its privileges.
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RIP Queen Elizabeth II

Coronation Day 1953 She led a life of duty, devotion, and dignity. May she rest, at long last, in peace.

As the queen’s death was announced on Thursday, two rainbows were visible to crowds gathered near the Queen Victoria Memorial outside of Buckingham Palace. 8 September 2022 / Photo by Toby Melville / Reuters -
Labor Day and History, 5 Sept 2022

Rainy Labor Day at Gnawwood When Francis Scott Key first saw “by the dawn’s early light” a huge garrison flag, the original star spangled banner, flying over Ft. McHenry in Baltimore, Maryland on 14 September 1814, he knew that the British bombardment of the Fort had failed to prompt an American surrender. The British fleet withdrew, and the successful defense of Baltimore, then America’s third-largest city, marked a turning point in the War of 1812. Three months later, on 24 December 1814, the Treaty of Ghent ended the war. The flag’s 15 stars and 15 stripes represented the 15 states then in the Union, the thirteen original colonies plus Vermont (joined 1791) and Kentucky (1792).
I’ve flown a reproduction of this flag on the porch at Gnawwood today to honor the Federal influence on our home’s architecture and the workers of America—and to celebrate the third fall that this retired prof is NOT returning to the classroom. Time passing and the new school year have made me thoughtful about the many changes in academia observed over my 43 years of teaching. And so I refer you, Dear Reader, to Bret Stephens’s opinion piece published in the New York Times (in print on 31 August, online on 30 August (https://www.nytimes.com/2022/08/30/opinion/history-sweet-aha-academia.html): “This is the Other Way That History Ends.”
Stephens is responding to the backlash unleashed on James H. Sweet, professor of history at the University of Wisconsin, Madison, and president of the American Historical Association, for earlier this month publishing a column in that organization’s news magazine titled “Is History History?” Stephens regrets that the (unmerited in his opinion) brouhaha has obscured important things Sweet had to say. To quote Stephens:
“Sweet was warning that historians risked doing an injustice both to their own profession as well as to the past itself by falling victim to “the allure of political relevance.
. . . . Above all, historians should make us understand the ways in which the past was distinct. This shouldn’t prevent us from making moral judgments about it. But we can make better judgments, informed by the knowledge that our forebears rarely acted with the benefit (or burden) of our assumptions, expectations, experiences and values. There’s a lesson in humility in that, as well as a reminder that we are only actors in time whose most cherished ideas may eventually seem strange, and sometimes abhorrent, to our descendants.
. . . .If people are wondering how history ends, maybe this is how: when a scholarly discipline tries to turn itself into something it isn’t, making itself increasingly irrelevant in its desperate bid for relevancy.”
As someone who has too often heard Shakespeare called to task for living in the late sixteenth and early seventeen centuries, and myself an “actor in time,” I can only agree. Most of us know very little of history, and what we do know is necessarily filtered through our own metamodern perception. Here’s to the corrections Sweet and Stephens offer.
Happy Labor Day.













